what's next?
as the missions class come to an end in 3 weeks' time, i am still seeking for the answers to questions inside me. the same questions that surface everytime i drive home after attending a lesson.
where do i go from here? what should i do next?
one area of my life is yet resolved - my personal life. i have become a single parent and i have one person to care for, at least for the next 8 years or so. how can i commit myself to missions at this moment?
mind boggling.
there are several solutions that i can think of
1. shelf the idea for a few more years
2. go ahead (but what happens to my family?)
3. while waiting to fully make a commitment, get involved in some peripheral missions tasks together with my family
hmm....
