Disillusioned.....
Yes, I realised now that I have been disillusioned by him.
Following his endeavours, I find that it might just be the case of someone who has no confirmed calling or vocation for his life and still pondering on the same and only "thing" that perhaps he can do best.
One thing he has that I never had - the time to "waste" and the affordability to do that.
Some people are so lucky not having to have to think about others but only for themselves.....
I am disillusioned !!
